I think there is something sick and wrong with me because for the past few weeks I've actually missed, and are you ready for this... kind of want to be pregnant again! This is just madness because I did not enjoy being pregnant with Alex. My first trimester I was sick almost every night. My second trimester was Ok, not great just Ok. And my third was a mixture of sleepless nights, back pain and swollen feet and ankles. Why in the world would I want to go through that again so soon?? This is why there must be something wrong with me. Instead of postpartum depression, I must have postpartum I want another baby syndrome.
It's not just the pregnancy either, Colt's cousin and his wife just had a baby yesterday and ALL day all could think about was how exciting that first day was. Getting to watch your little one look back at you really is amazing. I would probably start crying if I got pregnant anytime soon but I just keep thinking about how I can't wait to do it all over again. Maybe it's because there is nothing to fear now? I know what being pregnant is like, I know what labor and delivery is like, and I know how AWFUL the recovery is... but I also know how totally worth it is is too.
I just need to keep reminding myself to enjoy the time I have with Alex now and not rush into making my family bigger just yet.
Picture Updates
I have been getting flack from a lot of people about not updating my blog so here are a few pics!
Saying hi!
After bath time :)
With cousin Joey
With Auntie Mallory
Saying hi!
After bath time :)
With cousin Joey
With Auntie Mallory
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